``.+i wish``.+

Thursday, September 23, 2004

i wish..?
heh.had a great dae with the gals yest.had tim sum for brunchat harbourfront.was there for abt 2 hours.was late for half an hour?yeps.but we beat irene and yanqi to it.jol and i were earlier than them.hee.great.we ordered so much food.the har kaus were veri nice.hee.prawns were super big.generous them.but the disgusting wet towel was $1 each.and we din realli use it.juz use coz we had to pay $1 for it.haha.the service is real slow.haf to wait half an hour for every order -.-

went to town after tt.saw quite a few frenz including ben foo and lewis.tt 2 gays.haha.gals wanted to watch 'the terminal' which i watched b4.so din join them for the movie.asked idiot out instead.yeps.took neoprint.for once idiot din open his eyes super real big.haha.went to watch cinderella story.haha.veri sweet.that austin ames guy is cute.heh.but the gal's not veri pretty yea.but she is swt.hee.idiot wasnt realli himself throughout the movie or am i too sensitive.i wonder..

did something super bad.and i regret.i shouldnt haf done tt.i should not haf acted on impulse.i shld haf thot thru wad i realli want first.i shld haf given myself and everything a chance.i shld haf..i shld not haf..there are juz too many 'should's and 'should not's on my mind now.God..please help mi..y is this happening to mi again.werent everything fine and sweet.y did i haf to be so stupid this time round..i dunno.something's terribly wrong with mi..

wake up serena..

serena penned at || 9:49 PM