``.+i wish``.+

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

arhh.
results are out.
well..escaped from the D's hands this time round.
got away well with it.thank God!

for a paper which i stated the wrong study in the whole essay and drew stickmen for mice.
for a paper which i studied only for a day.
for a paper which i had 10 days to study for but ended up watching tv almost everyday at home..
i passed all.
thank God!

i aint affected by the results.at least not when i saw it.
feeling was juz like: oh..results are out le..ok.
but now.at this hour of the night.really juz set me thinking.
and really juz spurs me to work harder.
for a year of not even an A on the result slip..i noe i din work hard at all.juz a 10% effort for the whole 2 sems.
arh..something tells me that if i go on like tt..i will need to juz knock myself against the wall and die.
and what were those people saying?that in our year 1..we are supposed to get as many As as we can?
arh..pls DUN ever tell me tt anymore..
year 1 juz whizzed past without leaving me any As.
have many plans when sch reopens..to try to catch up with whatever ive lost..
i hope i can..and so hoping this spirit of wanting to achieve actually can be sustained till then..for the next 3 years..but well..
i tend to suffer from forget-abt-my-goals-very-soon syndrome.and thus losing this spirit of wanting to fight on..for those goals..which seem so hard to achieve..
cant afford to lose anymore..

arhh..crap..

im juz stupid.like wad he said..
I noe u din mean it.jk =]

ok.tts all for updates on results.

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we caught this juz now

super lame -.- hehh..

work has finally ended.
its over! finally!
of tired legs..non-stop hits at talking..no proper meals at a table..blahh..4 days. o.v.e.r =] couldnt wait for it to freaking end.
i would say that it was SIONG.
juz a tad too strenuous.(understatement here)
the money earned wasnt easy bucks alright.hehh.
wadeva it is.

to money: you can roll yourself in now.hee.

agnes came on the 2nd day to get a zen neeon.
helped her get it at staff price.cheaper by a bit only tho.
but beta than nuttin.haha.

agnes.me =]

working there.the people are quite nice.
learnt quite abit from the product manager.nice man.and colleagues.
arhh..but ive to confess that ive been feeling quite bad.that ive been advertising the zen vision:m like a goddess-made gadget which juz dropped from heaven.
hmm..in fact.it aint.wondrous the functions may be.and a big value for money.
but.once u drop it.byebye to ur $499.(30GB)
haa.let any creative personnel sees this and i'll be dead.

shagged-out.blurred doey.
rottt.

and the last day after clearing-up.

and for the seemingly 'big' bucks we earned.the doeys actually went shopping at the midnight sales for 2 consecutive nights.
heh..yes.we are mad.and the weird thing was.i din buy a single thing(i think).but he spent his account dry.lol.

and a pic of us on the way to work.looking so ever-exhausted.and so lack-of-sleep.

hah.welcome eyebags!

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side-track!

was juz slacking around.zo-bo-ing with xiangxiang that day.dunno which days these pics are taken on.been working my ass away n getting all mentally n physically tortured.
so everything is juz randomly-blogged.

but anw.as i was saying.he saw my hairband.and tah!!!

the feminine side of him surfaced.gawwww.lol.
but he looks 'pretty'!agree?haha.

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now for the backtracks!

on ah tan's belated bday celebration =]

first.was to register herself with kelly svcs.and she got a job the next day.good pay and good working environment too.blessed!

ah tan.sideview.

and off to fullerton for some slackoring.

toiletting!

and on to the travellator.

to my dear from jc.a lady who always had to run with me for the train.bus to sch.failing GP and chem and many other tests together.all the encouragement.teaching me and helping me with dreaded chinese.and it goes on..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

and cheers to a whole full day of lies lies and more lies.and an initial great deal of disappointment to total happiness.hee.

got so hungry and tired from walking abt under the hot scorching sun.and settled at han's for some peach tarts.they have the best peach tarts there.mmm..